Because I Am Bored and Tired

Hello my friends. I am ****** ****** **** and I am tired. Not that I was forced to do shit, it's just that...well, I'm tired. It's the rainy season again and as much as I love the atmosphere, humidity, etc, this year doesn't seem to really cheer me up the way it usually does.

People call the rain gloomy. Usually I'd deny it and say it's pretty and inspiring but it seems this year, life around me has gone sad. Friends turning upon each other, awkwardness due to a mislead confession that wasn't supposed to be a confession, suicide, heartaches; they tend to wear the listener out. I am not saying that I fully know these people's problems nor am I stating that I'm the only one they came to for advice. I am simply a witness to these happenings.

I will not point out names so as not to mislead people into thinking that I'm gossiping about them to the world. I don't gossip (do I?) and neither will I tell others of these people's miseries and dilemmas. I won't do that anymore.

I want to help them, give them advice through my point of view, maybe even help them find happiness again. I don't know. I feel as if I'm being thick in the face but really, that isn't my intention. Can't we just all get along again? This happens every year and I swear I am going to snap if these things don't get better.

I'm not saying that I'm being forced into trying to help these people out, it's just that, I want to but there hasn't been signs of improvement so far. I feel as if all my efforts are going to waste. D=

That's all for now.

-Positively Cynical